why bother

looking at them.. i really lost my faith in life...so tired..wish they will just break up..ha! tat will be the day.. wonder if she is willing to stick with me after i tell her everything tmw.. really afraid she wun.. but wish so much tat she will remain with me.. am i selfish? i have no idea..

yesterday..

haha yesterday was wonderful.. ermm.. haha started bad...was supposed to be just our day.. but she wanted to donate blood (noble hor.. haha unlike me..).it was such a long queue.. haiz.. in the end.. was late for the scbe bbq... well.. we were late.. but it wasnt started yet.. so we went for a walk by the nanyang lake.. haha... cool.. haha.. cant spend too many days like this anymore..i wouldnt want to study anymore and just want to slack with her.. how? haha.. it was a happy day